Too terrified to cope
If I’m not okay
I can’t feel hope
What’s the antidote
No way out this hole
Six feet under
Hanging from a rope
I been fine just chillin on my own
I been fine just chillin on a
I been fine just chillin on this
Note that I wrote just in case
I don’t know

They ask me like how I been I say I’m doing fine
They don’t get the real truth I’m hardly ever fine
I been filling my head with shit that steady declining
On my mental health but it’s all good it’s one day at a time
One day I be feeling like for sure I fucking blow up
Then the next is next impossible to get myself to show up
So I pour a couple shots that shock excitement in my flow a
Couple hours later all that inspiration make me throw up
I’m adorable
Ya bitch I’m handsome
I’m so ugly can’t look in the mirror I had it
I’m so hot and cold
My life lost all its balance
I been holding on
My daughter like a life jacket ya
But that ain’t her job to take
Care of her own father
I grew up having to take care of
My own mother
I grew up wishing that I could
Have my own father
Or at least someone to help
Me deal with my problems

Too terrified to cope
If I’m not okay
I can’t feel hope
What’s the antidote
No way out this hole
Six feet under
Hanging from a rope
I been fine just chillin on my own
I been fine just chillin on a
I been fine just chillin on this
Note that I wrote just in case
I don’t know

I been lacking every sense of the word
I been acting it’s only a curse
I been tracking every move that I made
And I won’t let myself off the hook ya I pray for a better way
Need another day
All on my own
Know no other way
I’m on the line with the devil ay
He making pretty good sense to me
I’s a homeowner at 23
Made six figures in 2020
Did it my own ain’t no help from a plea
To a god or confession booth ima be
One of the few that’ll ever gone be
Independent accepting a Grammy
All these hits I’m like a money machine
Feeling weightless like the air that I breath ya

Too terrified to cope
If I’m not okay
I can’t feel hope
What’s the antidote
No way out this hole
Six feet under
Hanging from a rope
I been fine just chillin on my own
I been fine just chillin on a
I been fine just chillin on this
Note that I wrote just in case
I don’t know